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Monday, February 21st, 2005
7:44 am	Its not the early cold morning draining my memory to all the friends i had in florida the memory of them is fading away... theres now only the memory that i had friends, not who they were... I now have no place in Illinois or Florida... yet... full sail only one more year... (Comment on this)
Friday, February 18th, 2005
10:09 am	an actual debate on religion in legislation from cnn Legislation in The U.S. Congress There is a separation of our country in politics that exists from our own religious beliefs. For many years laws have been argued for or against with no real concrete or solid evidence for their view on the subject other than simply saying that in their own religious beliefs it violates or is in favor of their own values concerning the topic. Congress should be taken much more searious with thorough and active argument and debate rather than taking an easy way out of really diving into the the text and facts of the topic at hand. There should be more to to same sex marriage, gun control, and abortion debates other than “its wrong because it is against my religion”. Therefore the U.S. Congress should be forbidden from making any and all decisions based on personal religious beliefs. In one class of mine there was a debate over the “same sex marriage” topic. As peoples opinions were flying by on this matter a very weak and ridiculous argument was presented by a student of outstanding and politically involved background. This student stated how she felt and it was clearly against same sex marriage with her words being” I am strongly against same sex marriage, this also being made in a very confident manner on her part. However when asked by the teacher why is was she felt this way, it was then you see that her confidence suddenly began to diminish away with a delayed and unsure reply of “Well I don’t really know exactly, I just know that its against my religion and that is how I was brought up” If all she knows is that its only against her religion then how can she really have any opinion on it at all with understanding other important and main factors on this very controversial topic. All she knows is that it is against her religion, she has never really thought out on how she really feels, she hasn’t dissected this article the way anyone should when discussing it and never really thought if it is really so bad for two people of the same sex to pursue further happiness together by marriage. This very thing is not far from what takes place in our own legislation and law making congress. Decisions have been being made that can very well damper the up beat freedom to right of pursueing happiness in the United States as well as many other things that effect us dearly. no actualy its a law im trying to pass for my govement class... this is only the opening of it.. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
6:41 pm	shemay shemay shoot a thorn for every heart is playing st pete early march.. why couldnt it be like the 20th... but i will get to see copeland and acceptance... and maybe code seven... except the florida trip is down to just andrew and i so ... we need money we dont have... and i have 10 thousand in computer stuff to pay for in the next 6 mopnths or else 20 percent interst charge will be given to me... finaly my g5 mac.. ive had dreasm about it which is sick... i bet somehwhere on it, it has a female anatomy so i will spend the rest of my life with it.. wtf im so dumb... but orlando for 2 years... california school for howmany ever years after orlando.. and then tweetiestine productions will be ina full effect.. if we call ourselves that.. which i think we will... and i guess tabitha is meeting me at the mall to whach me buy a belt and jeans... so i am gone... Current Mood: foreknown Current Music: foreknown (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 5th, 2005
12:01 pm	in my dream in my dream i said to darth vador... hello sir... how well can you fly??? im searious.. i really did.. Happy Birthday Amber!!!! more later Current Mood: creative Current Music: vaux (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 31st, 2005
8:05 am	theres a hurricane in the middle of no where talking to her on the phone for 98 minutes and 43 seconds is like having a hurricane in the middle of Illinois....so unbelievably amazing... Current Mood: loved (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 13th, 2005
6:09 pm	i may be dying the most ive been up for a day was 6 hours yesterday.. besides that all i do is sleep.... almost 30 hours the other day... im sick and this sucks so much... especialy for a kid who loves being active...and you know your sick when just the thought of how much energy it will take to sign online makes you pass out... Current Mood: sick Current Music: walls of jericho (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 8th, 2005
9:40 pm	... i quit my band and job all in the same week.. im etiher on the way to success and happiness or a complete doom... Current Music: with dead hands rising (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 6th, 2005
10:06 am	something to entertain me im in the mood for some ultra violence... (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
11:24 pm	i got a cell phone thats right.. it may be 5 years too late but i got a cell phone... i finaly caved... so heres the number... give me lots of calls....309-261-5484 Current Mood: sick Current Music: with dead hands rising (Comment on this)
Friday, December 31st, 2004
3:18 am	spend new years eve with us were having a party/ house show at jeff stenzis.. my band along with mr question and maybe comfort in a coffin.. it will be fun.. friends... food... music.. and hopefuly il be getting kissed by some ladies... last night was alot of fun... it took forever to find he vfw due to some fogy weather even though it was kina cool.. you coudlnt really see more than 20 feet ahead of the car... and i almost drove us off a cliff.. since when does peoria have mountains... the show was cool... declaim did a reunion show since burke's new band wdhr played.. that was very fun... a pleasant unexpected surprise... saw the sweetest metal band and head banged like no other with my devil horns up... i should probably be asleep right now but im not... im so tired... i miss amber.. jeska.. bryan.. zack.. and aaron but im happy ill be with very good friends of mine... tomorrow.. well actauly today. it will fucking own.... Current Mood: groggy Current Music: sleeping alone (Comment on this)
Friday, December 24th, 2004
3:59 am	last minute shopping so its my first christmas back since how ever long and theres no snow... i shouldnt complain... i hate the snow/ cold... it should just snow like 18 inches the night before christmas and it should all somehow melt the next day.. i stold jeff and we went to wal mart to do the rest of my christmas shopping... its kinda funny when the only time you have to do anything is at 12 in the morning.. between work... school and the band... but yea... 2 hours later and 200 dollars later i got most of the gifts i need... i just need to wake up early tomorrow now and get the last of them before work... i plan on staying up all night.. whats left of it and wrapping gifts while watching napeleon dynamtie... sweetest movie... but i havent even left jeffs yet.. i bought fish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for the first time in ever... ive neglected my fish for so long... i also bought an eel... the new band songs are coming along so good... a complete different sound from when i frist entered the band... realy awesome stuff... more awesome than before.. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: eighteen visions (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 19th, 2004
5:37 pm	my day friday night was dull.. i didnt end up going to see blood in blood out which sucked so i went to jeffs... didnt do much.. we just watched aqua team and music videos... last night was fun.. watched i robot again and how that movie sucked... kraig printed a picture of jims old g/f online and put it by jims head when he was asleep and i said that jim was sleeping with his x... everyone fell asleep and i played video games til 630 in the morning and left...my restaurant sucks and the customers are all annoying.. and the employees... the best was one some customer called decaf coffee .. diet coffee and asked me to get them some diet coffee.... Current Mood: awake Current Music: haste the day (Comment on this)
Friday, December 17th, 2004
6:13 pm	aim my aim is messed up.. if you need to message me do it on this one... xjohnnyboy86x (Comment on this)
3:19 pm	my dream i dreampt someone drove me to florida but i could only stay for an hour.... it was zacks sarasota fest 2 thing.. which doesnt exist... some kid got mad at me for eating too many star bursts so i pushed him... i tired to hang out with amber but she was changing for work... then i woke up...i guess im bound to have weird dreams after i sleep for 17 hours straight... thats right i didnt go to school today and just kept sleeping.. and now its break.. but all we were doing was watching movies cause we already took all our tests.. i figured what education can i get from a movie with chris rock in it??? now ill be up for 24 hours straight... (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
9:00 pm	my words A Hurricane Will Make Her Talk... But We Cant Have A Hurricane Everyday... Its not worth it So ill stay 1200 miles anywyas is too far to go just to act like a fool With my legs dieing in the car to get out for a stretch A highway would get boring After 24 hours So im here so confident But the confidence doesnt last Each action a word i commit only hits me in just a pinch of time My only rest is in my sleep with my eyes glued shut I can be anything i want to be Or love anyone i want to love But lately the glue is weak And my eyes no longer can shut Each mninute is 30 As i go over it all So back to what a fool I am But i may be catching on Your not my love And i am surely not yours Each year was a book All of which involved you I give it 15 or so more chapters Until this epic reachs its end Its only silly like they say Moneys mainly the point of it all And im sure youll be moving on Just as fine as you always do As for me ill still be here whaching snow men live and melt I just might have time To write that book thats in my mind End it with a question mark Cause confusion and a spark to my accomplishment Isnt that always what ive wanted? Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: still remains (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 9th, 2004
10:50 pm	tootsie roll.... last night was killer.. saw between the buried and me and darkest hour at my first chicago show...it was pretty bad ass.. the venue was cool and there was some awesome kids dancing crazy style... santa mosh from the victory records site was there and moshed in his suit.. until he got punched by a new metal kid... and then santa pucnhed him followed by 10 other chicago kids going crazy on the santa basher... i was naked 75 pecent of the way to and from chicago... we video taped it and me giving jeff the tootsie roll a ton of times... when we got into chicago we were lost for a hour and a half so we asked this dude in a parking garage how funny was it when he said...."yea you aint that far away.... yea you pretty far".. and he told us to turn right at the "macdonalds" fun time... i cant wait to go to another chicago show... 2 new poems She Made Me A Happy Birthday Card My eyes are still shut tight today Im awake, but pretending to sleep The leaves are finaly gone today The weather seems to agree with me I got a birthday present today It came falling from the sky But I wouldnt notice it at all I was still inside buried under my blanket So I put my boots on my feet I ran outside the door And already i found myself In love with the snow on the ground I hate to admit it And i know i wont show it But i'll keep singing from my mouth and blue lips Just so i can see my breathe in the air My eyes are like... open now And it wasnt from the snow on the ground at all She had like... a gift for me It turned out to be exactly what i needed Because now is when i miss home the most And its right where i cant be But right now my breathe is frozen in the white air As i read the gift she wrote for me It was all I needed... to get me out of bed It was all I needed... to keep me warm in the cold It was all I needed... to take my mind of things It was all i needed... to save me on a snowy day. The T.V. show fits the mood very well I cant say that i really tried I've been to obsessed with my fears I should have been more hard on myself Instead of drinking hard on a bottle of whiskey Now that im leaving will they notice my empty seat? Cause these were the best times of my life Now I am walking and theres no goodbyes I know ill remember this even when I die Atleast im not the only one To bag up my whole life in a night Its comforts me to know im not alone The T.V. show fits the mood quite well So now this looks like it could be the end But I can't take the first step there Im calling on the phone 1200 miles away To voice mails and answering machines Now that im leaving will they notice my empty seat? Cause these were the best times of my life Now I am walking and theres no goodbyes I know ill remember this even when I die Im gone now... yes im gone Im gone now... yes im gone. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: dashboard confessional/take these eyes (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
10:03 am	more i got another poem to put on here when i get home Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: metal or emo (Comment on this)
Monday, December 6th, 2004
8:09 pm	my poem... If Hurricanes Make Her Wanna Talk.... I'll Talk Too... I ask that big hand ticking by To please stay still for just a while For evey minute that passes by you wonder if a am still coming The sky has gotten so much darker since i skipped out my front door Its time to turn the headlights on so i am safe inside of the car Im going over inside of my head How im alwyas late for things just like this I had to use that cologne bottle For the first time all summer long There is nothing like that feeling Of a million faces watching you just like on T.V. It was a Kodak picture perfect moment To Find her sitting in that booth for me Time was something we had so little of But that really never came to mind for either of us That time at the movie seems so long ago And then it hit me/ These last years have past me by It still seems like the beginning and i cant see That im more towards the end of life as i know it These were the last few years where I could laugh without concern I wish i knew what i know now before i spent my childhood in worry I should have done nothing but breathe in the air And now is the time for my most terriffying dreams to come true. Hush up im emo.. listen to death before sunrise on myspace and purevolume hush up im metal too... Current Mood: productive Current Music: it dies today/underoath (1 Comment |Comment on this)
9:56 am	writing i wrote a peom today.. its a sweet one... i will post here and on myspace when i get home.. i cant wait to... Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: something metal if i had my cds with me (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 5th, 2004
9:27 pm	attention all straight edge kids!!! this may interest you or it may not http://www.litlounge.com/FUAward12-4-04.html what do you think of that shit.. i didnt even know lit was still a band... Current Mood: amused Current Music: remembering never (Comment on this)